life at this point in time really sucks!!
Mood:  irritated
OK well get this i am really fucked up inside my head i want to break up w/ a really great bf prob becuse i still want to go out with a really crappy x that prob. doesnt evern still like me sooo yea im fucked up welcome to my world!!! well gtg bye!



*~PICKLES~*

MY LIFE IS SCREWED UP!!!!!
Mood:  hug me
Topic: Talk to me!
GOSH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I THINK IM PMSING!!! AND I DONT WANT TO START MY PERIOD WHEN WERE GOING TO GALVISTON IN 3 DAYS!!!!!!!!! I KNOW NO ONE READS THIS ONE ANYMORE SO IT SAFE TO WRITE WHAT IM THINKING
WELL MIKE TOLD ME TODAY THAT HE STILL LIKES ME AND I WAS LIKE OMG NOW U TELL ME THIS AFTER THE WHOLE THING W/CHRISTINE I THOUGHT HE DIDNT EVEN WANT TO B FRIENDS W/ ME ANYMORE HE LIKE IGNORED ME AND EVEN TOLD CHRISTINE THAT HE LIKED HER MORE THEN ME WHICH JUST MADE AN ALREADY DRAMA FILLED BIG HEAD EVEN BIGER!!! AND THE SAD THING IS I THINK I LIKE HIM TO I DUNO YET BUT WELL THIS IS SOOOO CONFUSING AND JARED IS GREAT MORE THEN GREAT I LOVE THAT DUDE SOOOOO MUCH!!!! I DUNO WHAT 2 DO IM JUST GOING TO KEEP THIS TO MYSELF UNTILL I KNOW WHAT I REALLY FEEL! IM TIRED SOOO IM GOING TO BED BYE <3 ALWYAS


*~PICKLES~*

he needS to read this NOW!!!!!
Mood:  irritated
she don't but she will he says anything to keep her by him she
takes what she gets and she never did flinch no
so over and over well anyone with any mind would think that's all
she gets (chorus) if you want you can get to know me well we get
along so we shouldn't argue yeah and I don't know yes said I don't
know no all these feelings cloud up my reasoning cloud up my
reasoning
I know but I still believe in ignorance as my best defense so go on,
wreck me funny how I carry on, and not be taken over will not roll
over on anyone, cuz anyone would stand up on my side (chorus)
you know it's funny how sometimes, it don't work out like you want
to no you never get nothing at all then she tells you that it's over,
boy don't you hate it when it's over I guess something just got lost,
and it deeply saddens me so
over, and over anyone, who's anyone (chorus)

blah
Mood:  down
Topic: Talk to me!
HI to the people who just might read this sry it has taken me sooooo long to write back well i cant explain anything i'm just really confused and i feel like im goign 2 loode a lot of freinds when i do this but here it goes to the person this is for i hope your reading
And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you


good song i just heard it. well 5tm is playing @ THE DOOR agein i just hope my mom doesent drop out @ the last sec! well gtg bye!!!

surp
Mood:  lazy
Topic: Talk to me!
Hey everyone ( why do i start out with that) im at home but shayna is spending the night and well shes weird shes mooning me right now!! i have alot to say and do but im really tired so later!!!

get r done
Mood:  surprised
Topic: Talk to me!
ok so im at the hospital and wow it is hard to type on thid thing they have this weird computer the screen is in the tabel!! anyway i woke up today at 430 in the morning so then we went to the hospital and we were early so they buzed us in!!! he went into surgery about 730 it took 3-4 hours for them to do it! and their still not done!!! one of the nurses came out and told us that they were doing some testing to make sur it took i sure hope it woored i do not want to do this agein!!! but hes doing ok and when he gets out were going to see him then my grandma wants to take me home so i can go to school. :-( oh well every one probly wants to know whats going on any way so ibetter go bye!!!

hey
Mood:  spacey
Topic: Talk to me!
Hey everyone which is no one well im home alone so im just going to talk. Im leaving tomaro to go to my grandmas becuse shes closer to the hospital but ill try to tell every one whats going on in my blog. hey im going to put a pic of him on here so you know what i mean he is really strong and healthy so this came as a big surprize!! see and hes really cool one of the best brothers ever! tonight hes playin poker with some of his b-ball buddies hey i have a pic of that 2 one sec.. Thats after he got an award fo smartest player or something he also got MVP it was really cool. i have a vid of him warming up ill put that inwarming up
cool huh? well anyway today my mom was in a giving mood i got a new haircut it looks awsom so did my brother hes not so shaggy! he looks clean cut tomaro were going to go shopping!!! new cloths were defently over due! ive already out grown the pants i got for christmas!!! we have a puppy she is soooo cute im not sure if ive told told ya yet but yep ill get a pic of her on here soon well gtg bye!!!

wow
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Talk to me!
wow my brother is getting his heart surgery monday! im going to miss school for it. i had to tell some of my teachers tonigh that i waent going to be there but they went all their so yea i need to get some people to read my blog!!

blah
Mood:  special
yea special.....ed! lol so were about to go to my brothers b-ball game its seniors night so aperintly its special i just saw Napolian Dinamite its flipin awsom!! lol!! i was wondering what he really looked like so i looked him and he is HOT! well gtg so bye!! ;-)

brenda and freinds
Mood:  party time!
Topic: Talk to me!
brenda and freinds

Hey this vid of some people in my class so ya its at the end of the day so the teacher let us do anything

First blog post!!!
Mood:  caffeinated
Topic: Talk to me!
Hey every1!! this is cweet!!!!!!!! i have never done a blog like this before! well what to talk about well the other day i went to Katelyns church and i saw Brenda there. She introduced me to these dudes and then this guy came out of no were and kick her butt literally!! then some1 yelled "brenda likes you" to some other dude and i said i kind of like the guy who kicked your butt and she yells " Michle lindsey thinks your hot!" were did that come from? anyway later he wanted me 2 sit by him but i said "dont you have a girlfreind" "no no i swear" but i didnt sit by him and later brenda told he DID have a girlfreind!!! now she wants to kick my butt! but im still going to talk to him becuse he is soooo FIne!!! well gtg bye!